Confessionals

[Jaclyn]

Hey there, glamazons! It's me, Jaclyn, the one and true queen of Phuket!

Well, to begin with, I'm going to be blunt and say I probably don't have a chance at winning this game. I'm honestly too impatient to make social relationships with anyone. RIP me.

I also haven't talked to anyone privately yet, and I'm pretty sure alliances have already been made. I'm just trying to be this fun person in the group chat, so that the others would want to recruit me in their alliances. My performance in the challenge didn't help though.

Okay, done with strategy. Time to trash talk!

Aras: He was a bit boring when I talked to him. Yawn.
Cirie: I haven't even seen this bitch online yet.
Colleen: Way to go taking Brooke out of this game!
Jeremiah: Boring. Yawn.
Kelly: Okay. I'm predicting this bitch to be the alpha female in this game! She's so social and loved by everyone, and it's honestly ticking me off! Watch out, you're on my watchlist!
Nick: I'm sorry that I had to make you say hello to me!
Rudy: Someone's actually wasting their time trying to talk the way Rudy did. This guy's on my watchlist too!
Tyson: Seems very game-oriented and boring.

[Jaclyn]

Living in the Philippines fucking sucks! I have no way of getting to talk with anyone, so there's a really huge chance I might be going home this Tribal! If I do go, then fuck my tribe!

But for these past few days, I have been in some kind of sexmance with Rudy. We've been engaging in sexual acts secretly, while the cameras were turned off. I just love him, and I think this relationship with him can further me in the game! He probably has multiple allies in my tribe since he's really charismatic, so it's comforting to know that I have a chance to slide past this Tribal.

While we were getting it on a while ago, he told me that Cirie will probably be the one voted out. That bitch was like me the first time I played! Really invisible, but randomly pops up in Tribal to throw some shade. "Well, I don't think any of them like me anyway, so I don't really care for people." Girl, get your act together! We're playing a game here! But I don't care if she wants to blow up. It'll just bring me one step closer to the end.

[Jaclyn]

Warning: Very sexual!

[Jaclyn]

RIP Shane. That was such a sad exit, but he had it coming when he didn't tell the hosts immediately. Alex, go suck an ass or something.

If the challenge had actually been continued, I think we would've lost and I would've been out next. Everyone has it out for me in my tribe, so everyone here's dead to me already. I hate Kelly the most, since everybody loves her for being this social butterfly. Seriously, I would point a gun to my head every time Kelly said a thing in the chat. She even threw unnecessary shade at me for being "inactive." Sorry that I live on the opposite side of the world!

I hope a swap happens soon, so I can flip on these guys as soon as possible. I'm destined to be the next person voted out in this game if my current tribe loses another challenge, so I hope some form of shake-up occurs in the next few days.

[Host Natalie]

Yas Jaclyn ily <3

[Jaclyn]

You know, I worked fucking hard for this! If they don't fucking like it and give me shady as fuck messages like "Good job!" with a creepy smiley face at the end, then I'm going to mutiny since I'm probably useless for them anyways!

[Jaclyn]

Fuck, whatever. We're going to Tribal again! The good thing though is the others actually applauded me for stepping up in the challenge. I may not have made the best tribe flag, but at least I tried. Colleen promised she would try to make a tribe flag, but never even went online. She's the dead weight, so she's gotta go! Bye, honey!

[Jaclyn]

We lost the fucking immunity challenge and we're going to Tribal again! God, we're such a sucky tribe! This time though, I'm totally vulnerable. I wasn't here for the live challenge, which is terrible for my game. There are no dead weights floating around that we can easily vote out, so it could be me tonight.

Fortunately for me, I still have my relationship with Rudy. Since the day we first talked, he's had my back. He always looked out for me, especially when I was in danger of going. Since Rudy was very charismatic, I knew I could rely on him to recruit me in some alliance.

When I came back today from school, I saw a new chat on AIM consisting of me, Rudy, Jeremiah, and Kelly. Supposedly, we are in alliance called the Underdogs. I don't know if I can trust them, but it's better than nothing. They told me that I was being targeted this Tribal, which was fairly obvious. But what they want to do instead is to keep me, and take out Nick. They probably just want me here as their number, pawn, follower, or whatever you want to call me. At the end of the day, they're basically risking their own game to try to keep me safe. This was my strategy coming into the game, and I'm proud of it!

[Jaclyn]

Right before Tribal, our plan was set to vote Nick until Kelly decided to step in. She really wanted to take out Tyson! I actually don't care who goes as long as it's not me, but this goes to show that Kelly has a huge influence on people. She can swing the vote the way she wants it to be without any problems. That type of person is fucking dangerous, so I have to be cautious if I really want to be in an alliance with her. Luckily though, Tracy quit and through all the suckiness we experienced as a tribe, both Akha and Hmong are equal at seven members each.

It's time for the swap, and I'm so nervous. It's really important that whichever tribe I go to, Hmong has the majority. If that doesn't happen, I'm seriously fucked.

[Jaclyn]

So I get swapped into the new Akha tribe, but the fucking problem is Hmong is in the minority! Not only that, one of the original Hmong members in my new tribe is Tyson. We tried to get him out last time, and he's also suspected to be a fucking mole. I can't really trust him at this point, so I'm basically preparing to be screwed over once we go to Tribal.

On the brighter side of things, we won immunity! Fuck yeah! This is the first time I got to win any challenge, so it definitely feels great. We don't have to go to Tribal and vote someone out. Apparently, I can just sit back, relax, and not worry about anything at all. Unfortunately, that's not the case.

So after Tribal, a stupid mole decided to post some information on an alliance going on in this game! While I was opening the thread, I fully expected it to be about someone actually relevant in this game like Kelly! But lo and behold, the fucking mole was talking about me and Rudy! Are you fucking kidding me? I'm not even near the type of person that should be sabotaged! Go fuck over one of the big guys in the other tribe, and not me! No one even knows me, since I'm never around the time they are! I'm already at a disadvantage, and you decide to fucking screw me over even more? Thanks, you fucking annoying stupid bitch mole!



Damn, I don't know what to do at this point. The mole basically decided that Rudy and I would be at the bottom of the new Akha tribe, which is annoying. I may have to throw Rudy under the bus if we ever go to Tribal in the next few rounds, in order for me to survive. At the end of the day, it's a game where I have to prioritize myself. If it means I will have to backstab to get further in the game, then I'll do it.

[Jaclyn]

We lost another immunity challenge! I can't take Tribal anymore. It fucking sucks! I hate life.

Anyways, it's fairly obvious that the old Akha members will stay together. That leaves me, Rudy, and Tyson as the possible targets. Obviously, I don't want it to be me! So these past few days, I've been spreading rumors that Tyson might be the mole. Most likely, he actually is one. I'm not afraid to throw other people under the bus in order to save myself, even if it's Rudy who has been my closest ally. Eventually, that came haunting me back in the ass, and Tyson decided to confront me about it publicly in the tribe chat. Fortunately, I was able to keep my cool, and not blow up at him.

I think everybody is against Tyson, but I can't know for sure. I've just been telling the old Akha people that I'm going to do whatever they're doing, which is true for the most part. I'm open to anything, just don't write my name down. If they want to take out Rudy, I'll do it. But for now, I think everyone's voting for Tyson, unless something crazy happens! Hopefully, it just won't be me going tonight.